A letter from Apr 01, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Right now you're on your second year in college. I actually don't know how to tell you anything at all. It's awkward lol. Right now, you're in a secret relationship with your girlfriend named Thea whom you call dearly as mahal. I don't know if after three years and when you get to recieve this letter you guys will still be together. I hope you guys are though. You know, you love this girl so much. Being with her is so painful. You kept complaining to yourself every night why are you settling with her and you kept falling into the answer that no one else will ever stay with you like she does. And yeah you love her so much for that, because you know you're a mess and you're a complicate piece of ****. I hope when you recieve this letter you're not in the same state you're in right now. I'm really trying so hard to live when I really don't want to. So if you will be able to recieve this, I congratulate you, you successfully survived the hellish life you're living right now and if you're still a depressed ****, congratulations you're still thriving to be better.