A letter from March 31st, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey girl! Yk it’s kinda weird to believe I’ve made it this far knowing everything we went threw with Alanna and primary school and everyone right now I miss her I know I shouldn’t but it’s weird I’ve stopped doing everything I’ve ever liked like dancing/Irish dancing grew out of it art not good enough but I have made some pretty decent friends along the way but it’s not the same it’s just I feel different like I know I was a bit lonely before but at least back then I had Alanna but now the I’m sitting here writing to you I realise I never actually wanted to grow up I can’t talk to the friends I have made now the way I talked to Alanna it’s just not the same and now everything between her is awkward, I’m getting sad now so ima go off topic for awhile. Girlllll if u don’t make it to the millitary that’s fine be an archaeologist or something you would love right now that’s what I want to be either one would make me happy but you should always remember good things don’t last long and that in the end it won’t matter because we are all gonna die anyways there’s no escaping ***** like the na’vi say all energy is only borrowed and one day you will have to give it back haha funny right at least ye still got yer jokes Katlyn haha I have a strange obsession with avatar and the na’vi idk why it’s just so wonderful how they are one with nature and they all look like smurfs. I’m not sure what date you will receive this on but just so u know rn I finished hilmore girls and I’m on like season seven of greys anatomy and if anyone else I actually like dies ima **** myself Frfr after George I had to wait to continue watching it was so sad like cmon and then Izzy man if Alex or Christina or even lexi mad like no why oh yeah I’ve started collecting and making a photo album I don’t know why tho I just felt the need to do it and also I passed my mocks just failed French and science but that’s fine I’ll try study listening to music helps a lot but also when I’m sad I like to look out the window and imagine what the futures gonna be like just thinking now that everyone in my class is gonna be something one day and I won’t see my friends after school because I’ll be off to collage and the to enlist that is if I make it ofcourse I haven’t even started training yet I’m still 5’3(160cm) and like 60.4kg so no I haven’t but I wanna start really bad just don’t have the motivation to do so also I hope you know I still don’t have a snake or a cat and I’m dying for one 😭 but it’s fine I’ll get one when I’m older and live in my nice small apartment with big widows and a nice kitchen ah my dreams 🙏I hope it turns out like that I’ve gotta go now so I’ll talk to you late p.s here’s a picture of me to see what you’ve become in the future haha I still use lots of filters I can only attach one so I chose this one I type later bye Katlyn