A letter from Mar 30, 2023

Dear future Kaylee, Yeah you read it right it really is 21 year old me. Im writting you this letter because we have been struggling so much the past couple of years; I just want to know if it gets better for us. So im going to ask you a series of questions to have some peace of mind. Are we really happy or just pretending like usual? Are we ever happy with the Way we look?( I know this is a hard one to answer but im hopping the answer is yes; if not then get your *** up and work on ourselves) did we move out? have I traveled anywhere else? is our birthday ever going to feel special or is it just another Day we spend alone? do we have any real Friends? (for a while it was just us and I don't wan't future me to still feel lonely, we don't reserve that. if we still have no Friends that's okay we Learned how to enjoy our own Company **** everyone else!). Do we still read or play video games? did we try being streamers or we still scared?. we were so hard on ourselves trying to fit the mold everyone expected us to be; but if it costs our happiness it really isn't Worth it. where ever I am in the future I just want you to know that no matter what IM PROUD OF YOU and that's all that matter. It wasn't easy, trust me I know but I just hope where ever I am I found true happiness and get everything I ever wanted and deserved. I hope we won our Battle with our mental Health and we never feel the Way we Felt before. Looking foward to read this Wish you well, Kaylee <3