A letter from Mar 30, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I really really really hope you're thriving and well. I hope all the hard work that this me is doing now you eventually use wisely and set up a lovely future for yourself. I'm going to do better for you, and start saving, you deserve to have travelled and lived and made amazing memories and I hope I haven't let you down. This week has been our biggest week of heartbreak yet, we lost Samantha a few days ago and revieved her ashes today. We are coping better than expected, after so long dreading this day. we are broken but we are strong and have surprised ourselves with our resilience and ability to overcome. I'm sure you've gone through more trials, likely even harder ones and I'm sure hit all new lows and new highs and hopefully surprised yourself in similar way to now, over and over again. You really are an incredible woman. Now us has really chunked up again, and intensly insecure about it, bit still manages to see the insanely rare beauty that we are. I hope you keep this outlook and only strengthen it. Stay gentle, stay loud, stay honest and opinionated, stay brave, stay greatful. You should be proud of yourself no matter where you are now, I'm proud of you. I love you.