A letter from Mar 29, 2023

Dear FutureMe, If you're still alive, good job. You used to tell yourself you'd be dead by 18 or 20. You pushed through it all anyway, even if things were tough. The phase I'm in right now has made it difficult to keep going. Everyday I think of ******* myself, I've genuinely lost my hope. If you get it back by then I will be so proud of you. You may find this corny, but please just let me. By now, we aren't the same person. 3 years apart, we're not the same and I am proud of you for not being the same ******* you were. You were ****** and edgy as ****. Hopefully now you're not, haha. Also, hows high school? I'm curious to see how I'll change in high school since our mom keeps saying it'll change us. I don't believe it, but whatever. I love you man, keep pushing through all this ****. Think about **** before you speak, don't trust *******, stick to the people you trust and know. You only live once so do what the **** you want and stay with the right ******* people. I love you. Stay motivated you *****.