A letter from Mar 29, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Ahlaan ahlaan ana bab3at da 34an fe wa7ex katabto mn kam sana w mash ha3raf 2a2rah 8er lma yatb3t .. 3mla eh delwa2ty ana 7alayan fadli shahreen aw talata w atkhrag w 3ala ma el message de tagelk hatkhony atkhragty insh2alah w 7adrty w bat7dary le 7aflat el takhrog atmana yakon shaklna 7elw youmeha w nanbasat w nakon kalma el walad el ana mo3gaba beh ❤️👀 anty 3rfah tab3an mahmoud mazonish ha8yar ra2y 3no b3den 34an 3agbny awy 7alayan w bagad nafsy aklmo bas mabtglish forsa anty 3rfa .. ahm 7aga ana nafsy takoni mabsota fe 7aytak insh2laah 34an khlasty grad b2a 3mli azma 7alyan bagad w nafsy akhlas manha bas ma3ndesh sha8af bagneh ha7wal akhlas mano 🥹.. atmna afdal ana w so7aby el bagad mash el taneen dol nafdal so7aab anty 3rfa anhy w afdl 2a2blhom w akhrog m3ahom w nanbasat dayman yarab a7na ba2lna kater so7ab bas bagad nafsy yegoli 7aflat el takhrog w b3dha afdl akhrog m3ahom lma asht8l 7ata law safert hab2a a7wal arga3 kol fatra 34anhom bagad ana malish 8erhom 7ata law homa ba2ar w mash baykhrogo kater bas ana 3omry ma hansa lma kano so7aby el wa7den fe youm mn el ayam w kano fe 7ayaty baybstoni kolohom .. w tab3an el ex crush bazat kan shkhs momyz bansbali bas atmanalo yab2a sa3ed walahie ba8d el nazar ano kan manipulative w kida bas kan mn el nas el olyala el 7asasoni any at7ab w latifa magnona seka bas bad7ak w gamila shaklan w kan dyman ya2oli ano bay7bany wany amar mash hanshalo kida kida la2n ma7dash 3omro kan baydeny el ahtmam da ay na3am at3na ma3 ba3d bas ana still ba7trmo w atmanlo kol kher w yagwaz khatabto w ana kaman agwaz aw artbat be shakhs amour a7la mano kaman w yahtm baya aktr kaman w insh2alaah 2ala2i el shkhs da la2ny ba8del nazar 3n 3eyouby de kolha 2ala any still goaya shakhs koias w yastahl yat7ab w ya7ab shkhs koias bardo w ana ha7wal 3ala ad ma2dar ab2a a7sn noskha mani w akon shkhs tyab w 7anyan bansbali wlahie mash bansba le 7ad mash 3oza atsana3 da 34an da haykhlini akrah nafsy w ma7trmhash ana 3oza ab2a ba3ml el kher 34an ana a7b nafsy mazh 34an el nas ta7bny w 3oza ahtam be shakli w bashrty w gasmi w sa7aty el nafsaya w ab2a more active w a7ab ahli aktar w ahtm behom w a3raf nas aktar w yab2a el nas el 7awalaia tab2a bat7bny bagad mash ma3ahom kamalat 3adad w ay wa2t a7s an ana mash mat2dra kafaya fel 3elaka ab3ad w mazanish 3ala 7ad w at3lm akhrog lawa7dy w absat nafsy be nafsy mastnash 7ad yakhragny wala 7ad yabstny a7b nafsu wel 7ayah .. nafsy makrahsh 7ad wala 7ad yakrahny w nafsy altzam fe deny w ab2a basli kol youm w 2a2ra quran w 2a2rab mn rabna shoia 34an ana ba3d 3no el fatra el fatat de w a3ml beni w beno 3amar 34an akhrety w a3raf kesas el anbya2 w a3ml kher law 2a2dar atatwa3 fe resala wala ash7at 7agat malhash lazma 3ndy a3ml ay 7aga 2a2dar 3liha w nafsy afhm 7agat aktar fel quran w a7dar tafserat leh aw mo7drat leh .. bs de 7agat kater nafsy lma el resala de tawsali akon 7a2a2tha .. ana 3rfa ano sa3b w ano ha7wal wany malyana 3eyoub bas ana 3oza akon shkhs a7san w a7b nafsy 34n ana 7lyan mash ba7baha awy w mash waska fe nafsy awy bas yarab anty takoni waslty lel mar7ala de aw 7a2a2ty nos el 7agat de ana baktab kol da wana ba3yat 34an bagad nafsy akon kida w 34an ana adrkt delwa2ty an mafish 7ad 3omro adany 2amty aw 7abny wala 7ata nafsy 7ata el ex crush maknsh bay7bny kan klam bas bas 3al 2a2al hoa el wa7ed el 2ali klam 7elw fe 7ayaty hoa el wa7ed el ahtam 7ata el ex el a3ad ma3aya sana w shoia da ma7bnish wala 7ata 2ali klam 7elw maknsh 3raf yastna3 .. ana mash 3oza 7aga 8er any at7ab bas 7ata law mn nafsy ... atmna anty 3l 2a2al ta7beny ..w takoni zay mana motwaka3aki insh2alah ❤️