A letter from Mar 29, 2023

Dear FutureMe, i don’t know what date i’ll receive this but whenever it is i hope you’re better! right now i’m fourteen, in year 10, in St Swithun’s. if this is from beyond swithun’s, who do you still talk to? hopefully joanna and alice. i don’t like many people from school so i hope that got better too. what a levels are u doing/did? what did u get in ur gcses (i beg all 9s although unlikely in biology and french)? did i ever get a boyfriend or at least kiss some boys? i rlly want to go to a party but i’m fat and ugly so i’m too scared. i wonder how i am at skiing now, is it still my fav sport? and am i good at tennis now? i feel like i’m asking a lot of questions but it is quite weird when u actually stop and think about your future for a minute. if this gives u a notification at a rlly bad time sorry in advance. what do i want to do? right now i have NO CLUE but maybe a journalist or something similar to daddy. are u still best friends with millie? she annoys me sometimes but i don’t know what i would do without her. it’d be weird if i accidentally chose next week and got such a massive ick from myself reading this. i started this tryinf not to be cringe but it’s actually quite hard. i hope im taller when i read this cuz 5’3 is not a fun height i want to be 5’7. do u still keep ur hair curly? i am giving up because it’s just not wavy enough no matter what i do it’s so annoyingggg. i hope i have better style and i’m not a basic private school girl anymore. i hope i didn’t start avidly vaping or smoking, i’m surprised i actually don’t now tbh. even in like year seven i said i would never vape just drink. obviously i was expecting that i would actually be invited to parties. i hope i can run far now because i hate dying after 1k. i think i’ll stop here because i could go on forever tbh. most of all (ew cringe) i hope ur happier xxoxoxoxo