A letter from Mar 28, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hey!! i found out you can do this from tiktok and i thought hm future me would love a little bday present! so yes its your birthday and your officially an adult? that is literally the craziest thing ever. i dont wanna be an adult i wanna stay young 4ever :( i did 3 mocks todays and omg what is english? horrible questions but question 4 was good ig. HISTORY! was horrible **** me pls. and physics was alright think im getting better at sciences…. gcses are 6 weeks away! so excited ;) (not) like wth is gcses let me relax please. so if im correct you’re in university doing law? or maybe the apprenticeship? if your not literally what are you doing with your life. im guessing i got a job. (hopefully) literally havent got anything to write on cvs because im so boring. im going to predict my a levels: A sociology distinction psychology and B in english lit. i got into john moores and rejected from uni of liverpool. i currently am crying at uni because its so hard. i made no new friends.i guess ill give you a brief description of me now and see if anythings changed. my hair is brown and long. my favourite food id sushi and pasta. my favourite shows are The vampire diaries and the originals. i have undiagnosed insomnia. i am a hijabi now? (hope so) its ramadan and its been good ive been praying and reading quran alhamduillah. im guessing i went to egypt one of the 3 years. im guessing sixth form is hard and i cried once or twice. im guessing that we didnt move house? im guessing that i passed all my gcses. i wonder how your 18th birthday is going (or will go) i wonder if you’ll do anything nice today. i wonder what new embarassing stories happened since now. i wonder how my y11 summer went (im hoping its the best summer ever) im guessing i went hollylodge and was rejected from belvedere. but yeah this is so crazy that you will get this email 3 years from now. what if im dead before then? well if i am and someone else is reading this just know i am haunting you. are you pregnant? (there is a 0.1% chance but it is a possibility) i wonder if you still speak to any of the girls from school? (ayah intisar renad lana) did you ever go to prom… if so what did you wear? i wonder how amiras doing and omar. i wonder what adams doing as well. did i ever get a cat? did i go to any new weddings? who’s your bestfriend? its it still maysaa. whats your favourite colour (serious question) mines blue or dark red or pink. okay enough with the questions let me say how im doing at this moment in time. im currently like very stressed for gcses. im so excited for summer i have like an image in my head of what summer will be like and its a good image. it’s ramadan!! im getting closer to my deen alhamduillah! and yeah thats all i can think of too say at the moment. so enjoy the rest of your birthday and i wonder what being an adult with have in store for you… love from 15 year old Elissa xoxo