A letter from Mar 28, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi, its 13 year old u, 14 in a month or so, can't wait! I have summer exams soon and i hope i get good marks. I got back from my Barcelona trip yesterday, it was so good and i love singing so much. I might sound really happy in this letter but i have been so drained and tired this half term (since christmas 2022 ish) i have self harmed and had so many mental breakdowns and vented to holly. I really can't do this and i have been so close to ******* myself. I am holding on for u future tabby, please please please tell me u have turned ur life around, settled down. Do u still have holly? And how are things with sofie bc rn things arent too good. Are tanny and guy alr? Oh and the trends these days are layered haircuts, skincare, grwm and sped up songs. I don't know if i'm a fan or not. How are Beau and Sunny? Is your room done yet? I really really hope u recieve this letter and u haven't offed urself. Please please hold on tabby i want to be happy and i know we can be. Currently all i want is holly to stay my best friend, i quite want a boyfriend, i want the friend group to stay together,. I want to get better at netball and hockey and cricket and frankly all my subjects. I'm on my grade 8 flute at the moment and i will hopefully have it done soon. I love u so much future me and we can do this. Please make everything better because i'm hanging on for this.