A letter from Mar 28, 2023

Dear FutureMe, How's everything? I'm writing this in English for some reason. I hope you're well. I'm not feeling so fine right now, I'm dealing with loneliness and fear of everything. I've been isolating myself from everyone, and it sucks. Sometime I wish everyone to be the bad guy while in fact it's me, I'm the drama lol I wish I could fast forward to you and see for myself that everything is ok and you are doing amazing, as I know you are. Right now I want to do lots of things, I want to create zines, and make collages, I want to travel and I want to move to somewhere closer to São Paulo. I want to keep on studying French, and go back to Korean as well as start studying Libras. And I really really want to finish my last project for uni (I hope it goes well, I know it will, specially when it's done). I also want to live. I feel really jealous of the ones who say stuff like "viva e vivendo", I want to be like that. I want to experience things. I also was thinking about start studying graphic design and design itself. Maybe there's a place for me in FAU. I don't know. We'll see. I'm on vacation right now, and I hope the corporate life has treated you kindly. I hope you don't lose your interest in editing and publishing books. I find it really regarding as of right now. Please take care of yourself. Be kind to you and to others, there's a lot of hate out there so be careful. I don't really love myself right now. But I know I love you, because I know you love me, the past version of you. And that's what matters right now. Because we're the same, just viewing our lives in different perspectives. Thank you for being you ❤️