A letter from Mar 28, 2023

Dear me, myself. hii (unkown) how are you? im not doing well. yk `him`? ya i bet u still remember him do u. you loved him so so much; for 8 months straight(ongoing?). i didnt come to school today, my heart shattered into pieces. he was leaving me. Monday, 27 of March was tragic. i cried all night and cried myself to sleep., ive never felt this way for a guy before. you rlly did love him did you?. he was always there for you yk; "you make my days better to yk thanx", "you can talk to me", "aku temenin di chat", "semangatt aina", "heyy (unknown) have you eaten yet?", "im here if you wanna talk okayy". you enjoyed his present, cherished him. he was my everything. i dont know until when i will feel like this. it sucks. he adored hu tao, music, badminton, ml, etc. it all reminds me of him now. we were doing so well. im afraid for school tomorrow, i dont wanna see us as strangers again. (unknown), do u still remember the homies>?? yk that friendgroup from 2020. yea that, did you befriend them? she hasnt/didnt reply did she. you loved them alot. okayy enough about whats happening rn LMAO,, youre 15/16 now if im not mistaken!??!?! woawww. youre still alive right?. remember, you wanted to end it all when youre 16? i hope youre now okay. are you getting more good at piano? woawhhh are you still in the group? (i really hope not) OH OH YEA how about our brothers?, theyre all okay right? i hope so. i really wish i could write more but ive got nothing on my mind. byeebeaywbeaywbewyaeb i love you,