A letter from Mar 26, 2023

Dear FutureMe, are we still in foster care? We probably are. Wait in three years you'll be 16!! Wow that's crazy. How is Darius doing? Does he still take anti- depressants. I found out yesterday when we were at Micheal subs or something, almost made me cry I'm not going to lie. I makes me fill up with angst and regret and sadness thinking that things could be different, better, you know. God what am I talking about. How are you doing. PLEASE don't **** yourself. What will happen if we can't stick around for Nizhoni. Hmm? Idiot you better not I'm telling you right now. Do we still SH? We are so messed up. OooOoo do you have your own room yet? Wait omg Darius is all grown up. That's crazy!! What's your favorite song now?? Right now mine is Telephones by Vacation. Omg it is soooo amazing. Makes me cry every time. Are we still with Deion?? How is Gypsy doing? Did we move again?? That sucks. I really really really miss everyone. Omg Nizhoni is 12!!! Crazyyyy!!!!!!! Make sure your telling dad you love him. I hate that he had to go away. I got an A+ on my math test!!! Remember. Do we still talk to Sushi?? He's being a pain in the butt rn. You need to listen to Lovers Rock again. I'm guessing you forgot it. How are Micheal and Tamara? Are Emily and Ethan together yet?? What "asthetic" do we have?? Eww cringe. What color is your hair. Mine is Brown. Did we die it pink yet??? Please be nice to Nizhoni. We haven't been much of a good sister. Any drastic changes with yourself? Do you have a lover yet?? Do you have any friends? It really sucks being alone, heh remember when I got slapped with a leaf on the mary-go-round. Good times. What a loser I'm literally crying typing this. Your probably cringing. What's are fav color? Fav animal? Fav food? I'm making you realize how much our life sucks. Actually it's not that bad I'm just ungrateful. I need to take a shower. God PLEASE don't be a druggie. Heh funny word. I'm tired. Pfft do we take anti-depressants? Lameee. What's our favorite word now? Welp dinner time. BUHHH BYEEE WEIRDO...... I love you btw. Weird.