A letter from Apr 2nd, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Happy birthday self! How's life? Are you okay? I hope you're doing good. If not, then I hope you still have the will to make it better. I know you're sad now for celebrating your 19th birthday alone. No celebrations at all. No cakes, no family to cheer you up. But it's okay. Your 19 years old version is trying her best now. I'm happy. Truly. There are people who loves you secretly or from distance, I guess. If you're struggling now, it's okay to rest. If you're not happy now, I bet you're just laying in your bed thinking something stupid. I know you. Get up, wash your face and do something that will make you happy. Do you still have those people who you used to celebrate our birthday? Bryan? Your friends and family? If yes, that's good. If no, it's okay. There's a reason why you don't have them now. Just be happy for them. And for you too. Focus on your happiness. Appreciate little things and be thankful. You can do this. Iloveyou💙💭