A letter from Mar 22, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re okay, truly. It’s been scary, but things feel real right now. You’ve just moved in with Mya, you’re going into your third season at The Maid, and you haven’t spoken to sandra in two months. You think about Jaclyn often and it burns your heart, and I hope you’re still seeing Jen - maybe you could tell her about this. I hope the pain feels far away now, but if not then I’m okay with that; sometimes it feels safer to keep poking the bruise, and if you’re unable to fall from that habit then I don’t blame you, as I’m no better now. I don’t care if you’re in school, but right now we think we’d like to go back. I’m stronger now. I feel like a real human. I’m still afraid, but that’s okay. I love you, I hope you’re able to find this. Wherever you are, I know you’ll be okay. You can do hard things. Remember that.