A letter from Mar 22, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Like I said last year, March 22, 2022. I hope you're happy and doing okay. Because as per now, I really don't know where I will be or If I'm gonna be a better person, or If I can make my dreams come true. I am not okay for now. But I hope things will get better someday and these happenings may be my motivation and realization for the better me someday. I wanna enjoy my life and forget about problems and stress of adulting. It may sound that I wanna runaway, I don't want and like to runaway, I just want a time for myself to rest and to unwind because there are things who always making me awake late at night and think my life is boring. I dont want also to rush things that is why I am writing this to you today. For someday, somehow, I hope there is a change or maybe I overcome this happenings in my life now. I just want to be a better person and I want to feel an ease to my heart again. because these past few days, I really dont know how I feel about myself. I don't know If Im angry, sad, lonelier than ever I will be?, But maybe someday I can answer these questions that I cant answer right now. :)