♡ ♥💕❤ A text exchange with my crush

I'm rereading our conversation as if it were a novel, cheering for us to get together. The only difference is that romance characters always find a way to each-other, while I know we can never be. - Have you done the tea? - No, I'm only doing it if you come here 🙄 - Hahaha no can do, already drinking in my pjs - Ok, then I come there 😁 - Sure, if you want garlic tea and blue balls you are always welcome in my home - Hahahahhahahahah I think we should work on the blue balls part.... 😂 There is absolutely nothing we can do about it? Anything you would find acceptable? - Yes, a nice friendship, no one gets out of it disappointed. Listen, I was clear with you since Barcelona, you can’t say I’m stringing you along, can you? There are so many pretty girls out there you can have casual *** with. - Never said the opposite.. did I ever say you were not clear about it? At the same time, you were talking about ***... So was just asking if there was any space for anything else there.. I think that's fair to ask. - Yes, I don’t blame you for asking or trying. I just don't want to feel guilty you’ll leave upset with me like I wasted your time. - Also, you were mentioning that it was also related to feelings.. I think we do have a connection.. both mentally and physically... But maybe it was just my perception. And I know I can go with other girls but I like spending time with you. The only problem is that when I spend time with you I do it because I really enjoy it, but then I'm also very attracted by you... And here we get to the blue balls part, which is the only part I pretty much dislike of the time spent with you 😂 - Very hard situation, I understand. No pun intended haha. I really like spending time with you, I find you absolutely adorable and I think we potentially have things in common, but the reality is that I know you too superficially to want to do with you the most intimate act two humans can share. And I respect anyone that has another approach to ***, but in my case it would only make me feel very sad afterwards. I need to respect my own boundaries. I don’t mean to be crude, but if I want to have an orgasm I can get a vibrator you know. For me *** is the consequence of equally strong emotional connection and that only happens when you know people in a deeper level. I know facts about you, I don’t know your essence. Neither do you mine. That comes with knowing peoples feelings, dreams, hopes, fears, values, opinions and then feeling like “yes, this person totally gets me”. I'm so sorry but I think we are incompatible in that sense hahaha. That’s why I said since the beginning, we should be friends. Cause honestly I’d like to have you in my life. - Yeah what you said makes sense.. I mean I don't have the same approach or vision about ***, but I can completely understand that.. and, for how hard it can be (yeah, this one is definitely a pun!), I respect that.. At the same time let's be honest.. friends? I mean I think is also undeniable that there is an attraction and an interest between us that will never let us be just friends.. at least on my side I mean we're friends.. otherwise I wouldn't know how to describe us.. but not normal friends.. Don't you think so? - I don’t know a way out of this. I could manage to be friends with you even though I’m attracted to you. I have incredible self control hahaha But I have to respect if you don’t want to. - Yeah... I've noticed your incredible self control 😑 Hahahah The problem is that I don't! 😂 If I see you I already know that nothing is gonna happen.. but still, I want to kiss you. And I want to see you... So, well, I think the only conclusion to all of that is blue balls 😂 But in the meanwhile we're gonna know each other more and more.. feelings, dreams, hopes, fears, values, opinions 😁 So who knows..... Maybe.... One day. Hope is always the last one to die 😂😂😂😂😂 - Hahaha Again, garlic tea and blue balls, here at my apartment any time you are feeling up for it. - Hahahahaha Wow, that's the most tempting yet painful offer I've received in a long time 😂 How far is your place from my place? - 20 min with no traffic. It depends on the traffic. - Uhmmmm I'm tempted to come there now. But it's kind of late... Dunno 😁 - I would offer you to sleep in my guest bedroom but I think it would be too mean hahaha - Hahahahaha It would be.. yes... 😂 Well ok.. nothing.. I guess it's too late for tonight.. plus I should take care of my balls, as three dates in a row with just kissy kissy could be a bit too much for them - Fair. I have a song for your evening. - Ahaha I'm very curious about it. - https://open.spotify.com/track/612SYVkgQ1cbMSkSPIjb36?si=Ha83i4zJS76YzSq5BCh5Jw - Hahahahaahhahahahhaah Love it! Very much on point 😂😂😂😂😂