A letter from Mar 21, 2023

Dear FutureMe, dear Nade, its currently march week 10 2023 and chem is ahhhhh, but just know that I am doing this for you. do not dissapoint me and tell me yourennot a doctor, or that you're not in med school. bc then I will believe that you're either dead or what, you must not have led anything to stop you from your goals. you must do everything to become a doctor. if there's a wall , jump that wall. if you're in med school and doing 1000000 Anki cards rn tell yourself that 19 year old you would be very proud. thank you for working hard and doing everything to get there. you will not regret it because it is rough out here, its insane how much is expected but you must push yourself. if it was easy everyone could do it. and if you gave up then what are you going to do with your life. there is nothing else in the world you can do besides being a doctor. yes, there is different careers, but nothing will bring you as much satisfaction as being a doctor. you must work hard for yourself, your children, anything you want takes work and tears as I am breaking down right now. but you must look forwards and never give up . do it for you and who you want to become so what if ad coms reject you the first time, show up again, so what if cedar sinai rejected your volunteer app, oh well. there will always be other roads, be resourceful, go do research, find your passion but never believe that you're not worth to become a doctor. of course you can, you must not give up and keep on