A letter from Mar 16, 2023

Dear tori, wtf im gonna be 24 (?) by the time I get this??? that's ******* wild bro I'm very curious how my life will be by then Am I still with Joe? Am I still in grad school? Did I finish grad school and am working rn (either as a teacher or something else)? or did something get in the way? is Victor still alive? How am I feeling? Do I feel less like closing my eyes and never opening them again (I sure hope so by this point) tbh I don't even really know what to say to myself in this letter because it's so hard to imagine my life in three years. I guess all I can say is that I hope you are still alive. see you