A letter from Mar 12, 2023

Dear Future Me, Hello Ayyan of 2025! I'm you from 2023. I hope you're doing great and I'm expecting that you already finished your 4-year degree despite of all these challenges that the you of 2023 is currently facing. I'm broken but not too broken (was betrayed by Noah but I'm doing my best to look nonchalant and indifferent which I really am), and pressured (because of practicums, demos, lesson plans, and poor academic performances). I'm currently on an existential crisis, wondering what my real purpose in life is. What are the things waiting for me in the future? Will I be successful or not? Will I find the love of my life or not? There's a lot of things that continuously echoes in my mind. My mind is exhausted. I hope ME of 2025 is happy, and have already fulfilled her dreams of becoming a consistent dean's lister, or a latin honor (*** Laude), a one-take BLEPT passer, and a successful professional (who's able to provide for herself, but most importantly, to MAMA & PAPA). Naks! Just reading the word gives me chills. Kapal Ng mukha ko mag aspire ng ganun e tamad ako mag-aral haha. Anyway, I hope you're doing very well. I hope you graduated on time. Goodluck on your job interviews ME of 2025. I'm rooting for you. Sana ready kana magturo and maging worth lahat ng struggles mo sa PNU. I hope you have finally realized the reason why you ended up in PNU kahit na hindi 'yun ang dream school mo. Live well and stay humble. Godbless you always and forever! Pwede kana magboyfriend after passing BLEPT! Yey! I HOPE AND PRAY THAT MAMA, PAPA, ATE MY, AND JUMONG are all doing god as well. I'm excited to meet you, Ayyan of 2025. I've got nothing but well wishes for you. Keep those feet on the ground, always. :>>