A letter from March 12th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Yesterday was hard, you felt like everything seems to be pointing the blame to you. Yesterday was filled with betrayals. And it was the first time you knew what was the feeling when fake news or lies about you are spread to people. It hurts, really. i hope the tables will turn soon. I’m sorry if I did self harm again, I’m sorry if I scarred you again after sometime. I’m sorry that you have to deal with these emotions, i hope u heal from all of those pains. i pray for that. i hope when u see this, you’ll already be living the life you’ve always want to have, a life where you can freely be yourself and you won’t care about the whole world judging you, blaming you and even pulling you down. I hope your heart, trauma, actions, and mental health heal. :)) see u in the future :)