A letter from Mar 10, 2023

Dear Future me,N. First of all, I'm not sure if in 3years you'll still remain alive but if you do. I hope that you're taking care of your faith and striving to improve it every single day, You'll probably be 24 and it's never too late, stop focusing on numbers seriously. keep reflecting on your progress in your wishes for the future in relationships, career, health and so on. I'm still working to have a vision for myself in 3 or 5 years but decree is'nt within my hand, so i live in the moment i do the best with what i've. For now this year my plan is to succeed in my academics after failing many times, for sure it wasn't easy but there's always a chance and it may never comeback if you leave it for later, who guaranteed you later ? none. Working on my faith and my Religion is my first and never last priority till i die, there's nothing in the world which can flourish the spirit without the rememberance of its God and understanding the reality of this world, stepping back from this mess and material and coming back to the essence of life. Improving and networking with people has always been something i failed and never tried hard enough in, i'm taking baby steps to move forward, there are doubts that ASD and ADHD may be the reasons, but, social life don't recognize this as an option to let it fall behind. Food and a healthy lifestyle is still a dream and an obligation for me to live by at the end, my body will not repair itself by itself and even if it does it's gonna be harsh and severe, i believe in discipline and something good can be established if there's a will and a plan for it, May Allah blesses you and increases you in status of faith and grattitude, Indeed he's the best of planners SWT <3.