A letter from March 9th, 2023

Dear Future Me, If this letter still reaches you, then I guess this app still works..... I've been trying to calm down these days but the truth is, I'm crying inside. I'm crying every day... Wala na..... after a few days, iiwan na namn ako... I don't understand anything that's happening in my life so I gave up. If this is a process, then I'm not trusting it. Wala na akong pakialam sa lahat. Basta malungkot ako. And that's the only thing I know. Malungkot na malungkot na malungkot.. And I don't want to write anymore kasi mas malulungkot pa ako if isusulat ko na namn yung emotions ko. Wala na talaga... This is the worst phase I've ever been in.. and I don't know how to survive this one. Cge bye muna..... hope you're okay when you receive this.