A letter from Mar 06, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey AJ it's me haha. I'm thirty years old and it's really hard times right now. Sean is seven, Elijah is 4 and JC is three. The letter for the divorce just came in the mail two days ago, and you just seen that ******* three days before that. He has cheated on you and beat you down physically and emotionally for six years. I know it feels so terrible inside right now, but know that the future will be amazing for youuu. You will get that dream to be a singer on stage do not worry okay? I love you. I love who you are AJ. You are an amazing mother, daughter, aunt, and friend. Yesterday night our mom said she wished we were dead AJ Grams that hit you hard, but you handled it like a soldier. She said it in front of Sean, Elijah, JC, and Elli. You love her so much you could never say that to her and even though you hid it well it broke your heart to know that. Everyone says bad things about you all the time, because they are jealous, intimidated, haters, etc, so it makes it okay to make it through ignoring them, but never thought my own mom felt that way and thinks so horrible of you. Yeah, losing Josh April 14, 2018!was so hard for the both of us, because you know and we all know he was your twin and now he is gone and what do you do? You get stronger 💪 from it and become more of yourself than ever before. Your ******* amazing Ashton, really you are a beautiful woman who knows who she is and is just now traveling to the spiritual path you were born for. I don't know the future, but when i get there I can read this and know that I'm a mf Capricorn 🐐♑ that never gives up. So AJ Grams never give up and always know Josh and dad are guiding the way and all the angels 😇 God is your best friend and you confide in him when you feel the most lonely. A man can't do what he can for you. Inwill see you in the future miss beautiful 😍 ❤️ can't wait to see what you have become. 💕 Love alwayssss. Yourself 30 year old self, AJ