A letter from Mar 01, 2023

Dear Senior Self, I'm hoping to reach over five thousand subscribers by my senior year on my youtube channel. I don't think I work hard enough on my videos and I hope I'm putting more effort into them by my senior year. My favorite thing to do right now is probably just playing video games. I hate it when I think to myself that I will never feel love because I do and it's difficult to tell myself that sometimes. I love hanging out with my mother and going to the store and other places with her. I'm also hoping to get to go to Florida with Maverick this summer. If we did end up going, then how much fun was it? Did the car ride suck? Was the car ride a good experience? Well well, see. I usually make music and VR videos for my youtube channel so I wonder if anything has changed. The only thing I fear as of now is my grandma not making it out of the hospital. I really do think she will make it out but it is still a fear me and my father share. Currently, I live with my brother and his girlfriend Bayley and her two children. Im hoping things have changed by now and I don't mean I hope they have another kid. I'm hoping my brother gets out of the house before I graduate because if he's not out yet then… That's sad. I play Xbox and VR regularly during my free time. Im currently hoping I end up graduating from college and be a sound technician, composer, or something along the lines of dealing with sound. I kind of already covered the things I enjoy doing like playing video games, hanging out with friends, and hanging with my mom or dad. I wish my mother and father were not split up it would make things so much easier for me and the rest of my family. I have also covered my family for the most part. I don't want anyone reading this besides me to know all of my family's struggles so Im going to hold on to them until the end of time. You can still remember all of the horrible family experiences right? Like the abuse my mother took and the backstory of all the crazy women my father has dated. I was born in Louisville and I grew up in many different places like New Albany, Clarksville, and Jeffersonville. In a lifetime I've gone to many different schools such as Blake Elementary, Oakalona elementary, Northhaven elementary, Connections Academy (Home School), Parkview, Scottsburg middle school, and hopefully Scottsburg high school being the last one as of now and until my senior year. I predict that I'm probably going to either be making fun of my freshman self or making a joke out of my senior self. I do really hope I stay on a roll every year. I'm also hoping by the time I'm reading this I will accomplish my dreams of going to college and making money with youtube on the side as a hobby. I want to make my mother proud and be better than my brothers will ever be. My brothers are not the best people and that is all I will say in this letter. I hope I change along with my brothers in the next few years. PS: “Go tell your favorite high school teacher goodbye and especially go tell Mrs. Mihalik or Mrs. Hafer thank you for making you write this letter.” (Mainly because they would like to see you again :)) Sincerely, Freshman Adrian