A letter from Feb 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY!!!!!!!!It's the 8th time you cannot celebrate your bday with your dad...I hope you know how heavy it is right now considering that there is no "papa" to rely on every year.... but at this time I still don't forget everything. I distract myself from relieving the pain of the past....hoping You, my future self, may you feel relief even just for a day...but don't forget papa ok? always be there with your sisters, and assist mama through everything.....control your temper plss for god sake...... I love you my future self<333333