A letter from Feb 23, 2023

Dear Zha, Hey it's you crying in bed at 1 am. You know how we always stay up late at night doing worthless things like staying up on your phone then end up crying after all that. You had a fun day today, you went to the beach with your college friends (Francis, Rochelle ug Reymil) to teach Francis to swim. God knows how much you cherish them and thanked Him for letting them come to your life. Do you remember that one time how like tonight, you cried so hard because you were worried you'd be alone throughout college. Well here they are now, the best people you could ever find. I really don't deserve them and but I also don't want to let them go.... ngano gidugo man sab ko ron oy di nuon ko kaapil ug langoy langoy... Well anyways enough of that. So the reason for this crying session is that your on your period and your thoughts are everywhere.... now your wondering why your father's giving you less attention than his phone.... well we know that right? He is busy... but sometimes we wonder when did this even start.... we always watch him as he goes home.. always on the phone... we wonder when will he have the same sentiments, the same enjoyment talking to us as he is with whoever god**** people he talks to... father issues... if I ever have a kid, which I probably will never consider.. I will never find a partner who's always on his phone.... Anyways you still love your father,, our father and you know in his own way he is doing what he can to be the father that he can. Do you think I am being unreasonable? (Me in whatever time you'll receive this) How am I doing at that time? Are you still connected with your friends? Stay strong and wipe those tears... Know that you're loved, Me