A letter from Feb 18, 2023

Dear love I hope you still remember me, I am your Arjun. First of all Happy Birthday to you. I am not sure if we are still together. If we are then please call me right away and if not then do not worry and read further and do not text or call me. I am writing this on February 18, 2023, at 7:10 pm. Right now I am at my lowest, still figuring out and struggling with life. I do not know if I will get selected for any college or not. what will happen to me? Am I still alive?? Did I make it through all the years?? How I am doing? Was I happy staying with you or Did I leave you? Where are we now? Where I am? Do I study in any college or am I still struggling like today? Please know that I love you and I always want to stay with you. You are my hope and sunshine. I might have made you feel unwanted and undesirable but please know that I did not do it deliberately. I always wanted to be with you because that is how I feel safe. What are you doing now?? Have you completed your graduation?? When are you getting married?? What are your plans? Did you find someone better? Are you happy? How is Aani? What about taizuu? What is he doing? If you think that all those years were worthless then please remember that you are doing your best and I am glad that you make it through. You were struggling with history qs a few days back. It was your 3rd sem exam and you were worried about the role of moderates and extremists what led to the name change from National conference to Muslim conference? We do not talk nowadays because you are naraaz at me. I hope you still have the bottle and key chain I gave you a few days ago. I hope you are happy and peaceful without me. Best of luck with your future .I love you Your jaan Arjun