A letter from Feb 15, 2023

to future me, hey! i'm at home crying right now because today was a ****** day. i thought i'd write to you, because there really isn't anyone else to write to. i've been crying for the past two hours. i'm at such a low point right now, i really just want to erase my existence from the world. they'll never even know i existed, i'll just vanish. i hope by the time you've read this, you'll have figured out what's wrong with me. you'll have at least been to one therapy/psychology session and hopefully found out, i guess. how's school now? i hope you're still somewhat alive to read this, but i don't know, because i'm barely hanging on now. god, i'm tired. i am so tired. lynn 15-02-2023 7:15 pm