A letter from Feb 16, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey Ben. How are you doing. I bet you didn't even remember you sent this. I hope you are still using this email. Where to begin? I'm a junior at college man. I'll be a year graduated by now. That's so sad. I know you know how important these years are. But I hope you are still happy. I am working out everyday, doing BJJ, talking to kelsy. Imagine I have a girlfriend now wow. I hope shes as good as I picture her to be. There was a mass shooting at MSU a couple days ago, I'm sure you remember how you ran home in fear after reading that ******* text. I'm in survivor right now, hoping i get lin out. I wonder where ill be living lol. Idek the best case scenario, I hope im making okay money. Thinking back to girls, I wonder how you did, whos your favorite? How are your friends? I haven't talked to diya in a long time. Have you kept in touch? Is it all over between you all? Hows my family? Grandpa died back in november i think. God I want to write so much to you, I'm getting pretty emotional, probably due to the trauma from the shooting. I'm pretty happy right now, I hope you are too. Make the most out of everything man. Keep your hobbies, find happiness. KEEP FIGHTING MAN. I love you man. Never stop pursuing your dreams. Roxie will probably be gone by the time you get this. She's so cute. Three years seems so close yet I can't imagine what i'll be doing. You probably wont be talking to your LA friends much if at all. Reach out to them if you dont talk to them. I just did a cool game where trust is built on communication and win wins. Go communicate man. It said that the average person said they have 0 close friends. Don't be one of them please. You have come so far, don't stop now. Text mom and dad or call them. Or better yet go visit them. Take nothing for granted. oh i know you know all that. Feel that fire that I feel right now. I want so much for my future self, and you better ****** be the god**** same. Good luck man. This is probably all youre gonna get from me. I feel like I'm time traveling. I wonder what stocks are popular that I've missed out on lmao. finance **** in my head lol. Anyways, bye. The me writing this right now is probably dead and gone. But don't worry, I'm happy and already proud of you. I had a good life here and I regret none of it.