A letter from Feb 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe (BESTIEEE :DDD), How are ya, bud? U good? U gucci? (is gucci spelled like Gucci in this context or-) I wonder if this letter will let you know **** about my maturity level at my current age, lol (which is 16, btw. I'm writing this on my b-day!!! I should be studying now tho, haha uh) (HAPPY 19TH BTW I'M SO PROUD OF YOU EEEE HOPE U KEPT YOUR FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDY'S PHASE GOING CUZ THE BUZZ NEVER ENDS) (ALSO PLS TELL ME U DIDN'T GET ALL TUMBLR EMO-Y AND ALL ANGSTY AND MOODY OHGOD-) Personally, I am in this weird limbo between ecstatic as **** and feeling quite, rather, peculiarly *****. HERE'S TO HOPING I FIGURE MYSELF OUT SOON BEFORE I EMOTIONALLY IMPLODE ALL OVER MY PRISTINE, MOLDY-FROM-HUMIDITY WALLS🥂!!!! I'm absolutely splendid, hehe. SO 👏 QUICK UPDATE! My ADHD has yet to be diagnosed, which I'm hoping will soon change! I need to be able to legally say that I'm not lazy and distracted just because! 🤩🤩 I'm finishing up my second exams for ninth grade (bc i repeated 8th grade, *sad unfortunately an idiot minor noises*) I'm sorta kinda a little bit struggling with my religion, and I REALLY need to quit all this BL fan fiction bc OHH BOY THAT DOES NOT DO GOOD FOR MY CONNECTION WITH THE LORD HAHA. Atrab has YET to respond to me on Roblox, really hoping that's gonna change soon bc I'm currently under the impression that I simply CANNOT make friends unless they're with ******* from Malmo (the word Malmo looks kinda weird lol like are we sure that's what the school was called--) Public Elementary School, and even then everyone has some weird ****** vendetta against my totally badass Harley Quin pigtails ✌️😎😤💅🏻🤩😙🥱🤨🤪🧍‍♀️💃😌😔🤡🙄💁‍♀️ OMG REMEMBER RANA??? THAT *****???? oh wait actually she sucks *** so how 'bout we DON'T mention her (again) in our (our?) super duper extra important letter??? yeh :))) Man, i'm cringing at myself rn so badly and I'm not even old yet Btw, how's it feel to be OLD, huh??? You being offered senior discounts yet??? Making any retirement plans???? Need me to pick yo *** up and carry u up the escalator????? (if ur saying yes then 1 i am liget concerned oh **** ohno and 2 i **** WISH i could carry myself-) I currently have muscle and joint pain, as well as back pain, sO WONDER WHERE YOU'RE AT HAHAHA ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ I do use makeup a lot nowadays, but I'm cutting down on it slowly! My face HAS gotten a lot healthier recently :D So um right where was I oh, yes I have no ✨drawing tablet✨ Sucks lollipops, ik, ik, pls tell me u did something about that bestie UHHH WHAT ELSE TO SAYYY AAAA UM Still lovin' life?? CUZ I SURE AF DO!! LIFE'S SPLENDID!!!! :DDD GOD. IS. EXCELLENT!!! LET'S ALL JUST 👏👏👏 GIVE A ROUND OF APPLAUSE TO GOD BC HE DESERVES IT!!! :))) OH- OH- OH the stray cat outside (Zekiel, as I have dubbed him) isn't living in our house at the moment, so hopefully that all changed!! I love that bby soo much <33 I think that's about all I can think of at the moment. I do hope you're doing MUCH better in the future; you know, achieving all I- all WE hoped and dreamed of accomplishing! I love you, I care for you, and I miss you. Remember me, and don't forget me. Don't forget us. - Yours truly (because 'sincerelcely' can suck my large, voluptuous, and metaphorical co- ) some ***** with a name no one spells right ;-; (ily <3)