A letter from Feb 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope that you know, that I am trying my best right now, just like all the time. When you are sad, you should do just like me, watch the speech "I Have A Dream" by Les Brown. Whenever I cry, he can always cheer me up and make me continue to strive. Well, how is my friendship/relationships with others going? Honestly, I am not really sure if most people like me or not, e.g some girls in my Chinese school, I have no idea what they think of me. And also another girl in my math class, I heard her saying my name to her friend when I was answering a question. Whether they like me or not, it doesn't matter. My goals? I will, and here I'm saying I will, not I'm going to try or I'm running for or something insecure, I am saying that I will reach my goal, which is 45kg, and I know that you clearly know I did it. I do also want to come to Toronto University, just like many other students do. Right now, I hope that you have already been studying there for two years. Do I regret anything right now? Yes, there are certain things that I regret, like stopping talking to some of my friends and my teachers in Sweden, and it hurts me to think about them. I regret spending too much time on unnecessary things, and I regret not being myself over the last few years. I do also regret, that I missed a boy who liked me, which I noticed much later. Anyways, I know there is a lot I want to say, and there is a lot more you want to remember, but whatever will happen in the future, I am going to leave for now, I'm going to continue doing my math homework. Best regards to the best person in the world; I love you and you shall know that you are loved, whatever happens; you shall love yourself, periodt Sincerely Good luck. 2023/2/14