A letter from February 11th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Did you make it? Did you got GKS scholarship? Right now that's what you want the most and you're so stressed about your preparation for the moment you apply. You're supposed to do it on February 2025 so if you made it, you should be taking your plane soon! However, if you didn't, I wanna ask you not to give up on your dreams. You have a plan B, remember? So go for it!! Don't hesitate, not even a second. Things might get difficult and I'm sure you're scared right now but don't be, please don't let your fears to be stronger than your dreams and your urge to go away and succeed! Please, don't hesitate and go for it, risk it all and go for your dreams, please never give up! Also, you probably have new and bigger dreams now so don't get anything and anyone to get on your way. Just remember what you used to say, not even love will get on your way. Also, I'm curious about something. Right now I'm writing this after making up with Juuso but, what happened with him? Are you still in touch with him? But more important, are you still madly in love with Eon? Did you guys met already? At the moment, you're sure you'll marry him but I wonder what 28 year old me thinks about it now and of course, is he still into you? I hope you guys managed to have your own K-drama love story as you dreamed for so many years. Anyway, I also wanna tell you something. I'm so proud of you honey, you've been through a lot the last 3 years of your life but you stayed on your feet, never forget that you're stronger than you think. You can survive everything, it doesn't matter what you're going through, please never give up, 26 years old you has so much faith on you and I know you can do it. Fight baby, fight for your dreams, your beliefs and fight for love. Remember to love yourself, no one will ever be more important in your life than yourself so don't put anyone else first, never again. Keep going, remember what TS said "everything you loose is a step you take" so don't give up and fight, fight, fight, fight!!! I'm also wondering, how many languages do you speak now?! Hahaha I love you so much honey and I'm so proud of you. Keep being strong, you can achieve everything you want, keep daring to dream big because there's nothing you can't do. And please, no matter what, never miss that beautiful smile❤️