A letter from Feb 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi, I'm so tired. I'm almost 35 and I'm so tired. I've never loved my day of birthday. This day and this date for me look like a joke about me and my life. Well, I'm married. I've never thought I will be a wife. Ir was happend in April of 2022. ******* year I'm in Portugal. But I'm not happy. Emigration is so painful for me. I haven't friends, apartment where I live now with this man who calls husband is cold and not comfy. I remember hot apartment where I lived all my life, not comfortable life, but sometimes nice. I don't what should I do to be more happier. I think I have depression. This man who husband is don't wanna understand me, he thinks I'm ok, he doesn't hear me. He works all week and listen to YouTube after work about war between Russia and Ukraine. Such family evenings! Such nice conversation. Dear future me, I don't know what will be with you. I really wish you happy