A letter from Feb 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Do u ever feel like your heart is bumping? But u can't? I tried to avoid it. Because this is one of the symptoms of being in love, I promised my selves I will not Love a Man nor a Woman. I promised my self I can Help myself. I don't need a Man, But Im scared to see the future, Me having a child, living in a boring house, Working 24/7, feeding my child, having an abuser husband, divorce?, Aging fast?, Was I meant to fulfill that life? I want to be free!, I want to travel around the world! I want to meet my online friends, I want to be Immortal with A good life I feel like That.