Dear FutureMe,
Hey,
We’re 17 now exciting!! We have our grades up and great friends. We’re back into our hobbies. We’re getting better.
…
The thing is better had never lasted for us. So I want to ask you if it did this time. I spent writing these all last year about the same girl about the same situations but they’re all gone now. Instead of a girl there’s a boy and the situations I talk about I’m still getting over but they don’t control my life anymore. I’m finally getting the love I deserve from someone . Grayson is so sweet he’s the best boyfriend I’ve ever had just the best person I’ve dated in general. I still hear about Chloe here and there but it doesn’t affect me the same why it did anymore I just wish now she was ready to just be friends because that’s all I want finally. None of that really matters anymore because I’ll be out of here in less than two years for college. She’ll still be here probably still at the sandwich shop. Grayson wants to do something with his life be a college professor my mom loves him she never liked Chloe at all. Grayson comes over almost everyday plays pretend family to make my mom happy even though we both don’t really like her. Then we get to be alone and it’s so easy to talk to him because he’s also my best friend. He gets along with all of my friends we both have this shared friend named josh he’s known josh longer than me but we all get along great I got in trouble and couldn’t leave the house for a week and they would hang out and call me to sing to me or just be silly.
I hope we’re doing college and still sticking to getting better and that mom doesn’t kick us out. I hope we keep making good healthy friends and stay a kind caring person I hope we keep decorating our room and that Grayson stays our bf longer than a couple months. I hope that if Chloe pops up in our life again it gives her closure and gives us peace and I hope most importantly that you are well please be well.
Epilogue
about 2 years later
Hello 17 year old me. You are now 20 and long gone from the tri cities that you always couldn’t wait to get away from, I can’t say we talk...
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