A letter from January 28th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I am on my way to my boyfie's place. I am wondering why he didn't ask me where I had been or why I take long time to arrive there. I think i want his attention. But I don't want to ask for it. 😠 I can ignore this feeling. I want he pick me up at the train station, but I coudn't ask him for it. I don't know is it become of shy or I think I'll bothering him or it is a part of my pride. I don't know. I am at KB train station and it is raining *again. Seems like I won't ask him to pick me up. See ya. With love, PastYou