A letter from Jan 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, IVE GOT NEWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS okay let's start wait firstly, how are you feeling today? hope ur doing okay. And if you're not okay, just think about the times when you feel bad and thought this pain will never pass. It'll pass. I promise. Time heals. Actually you know everything about i sai cuz ur me like duhhh u know these things. But sometimes you can forget aboutv these facts so im reminding you. ENOUGH ABT THIS ******** okay imma spill the tee. guess whos got a boyfriennnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd duıewhduehd me 😎🤙🏻 i really really hope that hes the one. im not sure yet bcuz weve been only together for (imma wait for 2 mins so i can say 3 days lol) FINALLY. yes for 3 days. I mean hes so sweet and INTROVERT AF but hes so nice. i really really really like him. im not in love (yet) bcuz of my dating past (only 1 man) i just i dont wanna fall in love this fast. im in istanbul rn but in 2 weeks ill be at usak. ill wait till summer to fall in love with him lol ehfbejjnsknd. But im not sure what will happen. We talked about that and he said ill visit you twice a month then someday youll visit me and i love you sm i wont break up w you and yeah these kind of things. well see.. if we work things out.. till summer.. maybe hes the one (I HOPE HES THE ONE GOD KNOWS) but idk were not like perrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect but were good. but i really like him. actually im still not sure if he loves me fr or he just wants to be in a relationship. maybe he just didint like the way i look but hes just so nice and he dont know how to break up. idk idk idk. i know he likes me but idk if he loves me. we havent took picturs btw and at friday ill be our 3. date. and we havent kissed. he said we shouldn be in a rush idk i didnt asked to be kıssed btw the topic was being shy and kissing and he said that. idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk **** IT SUPPOSEED TO BE AN EXCITING NEW I DIDNT WANT TO WRITE A TRAUMA DUMPING LETTER IM SO SORRY. 😞🥺😭 OK OK IM FINE but fr hes so nice. i hope these ******* questions will destroy themselves and leave me alone. anyway end of the trauma dumping lol see youuuuuuuuuu