A letter from Jan 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Heyyyyy cutie patootie ummm honestly i dont know what to write but for now lets js talk abt how you feel right know you texted you ex and ik it hard and everything because he is over here telling you that he still loves you and cares for you but he isnt doing anything to show it and your dumbass is still there dealing with his **** and you know your worth so idk why your doing this to youself to be honest i wonder if your still over him i hope you are but at the same time i hope your with him right know because you love him but then again how is the relashinship gonna work if he lives in a whole *** difrente state so make it make snece but if he wnated to he would yk but that can also go towards me but bro i cant go over there driving my parents are gonna beat my *** i cant just be like bye im going to a diffrente state but brooo wtf how did you fall in love with a mf from a diffrente state and its not that bro he litrally doesnt show you **** like he never actalluy shows you how he feels and if he loves you or not so why should i be over here vrying for a mf that doesnt know how to treat me good but ik you probobly think this is stupid asf bc your grown now and your not a little stupid 16 year old but im just saying hopefully you happy and doing goood in life and lets talk abt the other dude aka daniel bc ik you like him bro like i can feel it like bro when i see him with someone else se me baja el corazo like it did with saul but bro i still love saul and then with david there is someting there but now lets stop talking about boys lets talk abt brianna are you guys still friends if your not bitvh atf is wrong with you but tbh if we arent friends anymore it has t be for a good reason bc ik we woulsnt js let eachother go like that also if you guys arent friends anymore can you check up on here rn and see if shes okay bc rn she isnt at alll bc she still isnt over chris like chris ****** her up and then chris is over here acting life if he doesnt care and he be with emily and **** and then brianna is vrying over him she should get over him already tbh but ik its not easy so i shouldnt be sying **** bc im here texting my ex agian and putting myself thought all this pain i shouldnt be putting myself through like bro idk ehat to do bc i love him but im hurting my self more by soing all of this **** like bro KNOW YOUR ******* WORTH **** like learn how TO ******* LOVE YOURSELFlike ***** please it hsouldnt be that hard bc your an actaul good person and plus you pretty asfffff SIDE EYEEEEEE im sorry for putting that it was in my head and im to lazy to delete it so deal with it ***** but like i was saying abt brianna make sure hes okay and make sure shes happy and mf is yall still freinds make sure you read this **** together. Bye bye mf, Your past self (***** dont forget how pretty you areeee) :) Also hopefully youare doing good in life like i hope your finally happy but i love you and im proud of you and hoepfully your mean *** mom has told you that in these past years bc you try your best to make her proud butttt ya bye *****... :) And dont forget this **** ******* GET MONEY:))))))))