A letter from Jan 21, 2023

Dear FutureMe, This is your past me on 2023, obviously. Right now we're in Neva's room, writing this letter together, and i hope our future self will also read this together yaa!! current life update? kind of ******, still broke, lots of responsibility for a single girl on her 20s. yep. single. but we still got people who loves us and we love them, have decent job, have a home, so many things to be grateful. anyway, enough about the past. how's 2026? we still alive kan? HAHA i really do hope we've finally found him. our person. really hope so. is he treating us right? wait no, first of all, ARE WE treating ourself right yet? how's therapy? have we gone there yet? because as of right now we really need one lol. are we still working at the same place? or had better offers? whatever it is i hope its making us happier, doing whatever it is we're good at. have we visited Aunt Nita yet in UK? how's London? i bet its better that we've been imagine. i hope we didn't forget to visit Aunt Wini & Paul too!! love them and wishing them well from 2023! I hope we got chances to study abroad, have we learn Dutch yet? right now we're planning to learn them, so hopefully we're going through it! and we want to study abroad to Netherlands/UK! hope we got the chance. i really hope we've already started to travel more, and also saving for financial freedom. which level of wealth are we at? How's mom & dad? hopefully they're healthy & happy. how's Calvin & Marcello? i bet calvin is either working at a big corporate job/in politics lol, and i think Marcello are in college? majoring in what he passionate in i bet. maybe IT/SI or something to do with technology. whatever it is, i hope both our brothers are happy & healthy also! hope we still making them happy, and we still talk and getting closer as a family. now lets talk about our love life ( i hope to God we finally have one!!) who is he? is he who we think he is right now? HAHAHA tiny part of me still wishing he is. well whoever he is, i hope he knows how lucky he is, making us falling in love is tough work, maintaining us is even more tough. i hope he loves our crooked family, and have the same taste in humor as them. he support our decisions for our futures. i hope we also love him healthily, but still the independent ***** we are. i hope we also treat him good, i hope his family love us as much as we do, also shares the same humor. do i hear any wedding bells anytime soon? will our wedding be the way we wanted? i hope so, we will look so fckin hot & badass i bet! remember that Neva is our maid of honours and Bringas & Ooroo are our bridesmaid lol. we still in touch with bringas & ooroo kan?! i hope they're healthy and we still do sports, have dinners, visits one another home, wedding, baby showers etc! do they still our family? do we still have love/hate relationship with them?:) do we have our rottweiler/Doberman yet? our very own fury kid. our very own loveball, and our support system, i hope we agreed to adopt and give them a happy home! what do we call them? i bet they're really love us as much as we love them also. well, whatever happens in 2026 right now, i hope and pray we will finally be happier and more grateful. achieving goals one by one, becoming better person, be closer to Allah, content with life. whatever drama we're going through right now, i KNOW we'll manage. remember, we've been through worse. and i know whatever it is, it'll pass, it'll get better. Allah knows best. They always do. just hang in there, Everything you lose is a step you take. remember. we're a **** superheroine! just here to remind us how much of a badass we are, big heart, big money too hahaha, well, just remember that everything that has happened or is happening will makes us who we are as a person, and i hope it brings more goodness in us. don't forget to do charity, help people who needs them, even though they're not asking. and whatever happens, DO NOT DIE YET. there still many things to come, how old are we on 2026? 28? well, the best is yet to come babe! chin up yaaaa!!<3 love you future me! always remember to love ourself yaaa, keep our standard high while increasing our own worth. keep manifesting & pray for good things. but reminder, what we think is good for us, not necessarily means that it will be the best for us. always turn to Allah yaa, They know best. yuk bismillah. All the love, my 25 years self.