A letter from Jan 20, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I am in Ap psych right now, its 8:58am and im writing an email to you my future self. I'm also eating pringles, and eating my crepe from costco. I'm playing softball for batbusters, I wonder if you stayed on the team for 18u. I am sitting next to taylor w, do you still talk to her? Do you still go to the gym? Did you end up going to college for softball? Where? Im a junior in highschool, I don't really do much except hang out witth sam and go to the gym. Are you living in a dorm? If you're even in college. lol. Did your study habits ever change? Did you ever find a best friend? How's dad? Hows grandpa? How is gem gem? I love her so much shes my favorite. Do you regret anything youve done from the current time for me (junior year) to now? what changed? I wonder what you look like. What's the forehead lookin like... any bigger?LOL. Do you have a job? If you do what is it and are you savin ur money? Do you still talk to teigan? I know you probably dont even remember these names. Did things ever get resolved with taylor mydlarz? I know we were best friends at a point in time:( I really hope so. Did you ever get your anxiety under control or go to therapy? I know its super hard for me right now. But im dealing with it kinda! It has gottent o its peak my sophmore and junior year because of what happened. I really hope it's gotten better for you just because of how much its affected me. I want to write a bunch to see how much i've changed. Are you more independent? Did you ever find yourself without having a relationship in your life? Because I was just thinking about it and I haven't been single in over a year. maybe right at a year. idk. Isn't that weird? part of me wants to break up with sam and find myself but I love him too much, I think. I dont know lol. So how are you? Did you make a life for yourself? I feel like ur gonna read this and be like if only she knew that this is such a tiny problem with easily solution. or something. That always happens. How was working at mod? did you ever get another job or do you still pick up shifts there because I know you're in college. Thats all I have for today, I wonder what you're going to think when you read this