A letter from Jan 18, 2023

Dear FutureMe, (COLLEGE JOURNEY) Tears started to fell as i was reading those goodbye's from the one of the most special friend I valued a lot. Yes, I've made a mistake, I'm such an idiot and careless friend, I just made her lost her confidence and made her feel that she's not worth to be stayed for. I'm sorry bff but to be honest I didn't meant it that way, I know it had given you answers from your what if's pero I didn't intend to meant it that way, maybe I wasn't just too specific which made you feel that way, only if u know how sorry I am, how I cried this night trying to pleased you to forgive me. I know I am forgiven but to think I've hurt you made me flooded with tears, an endless SORRY TO YOU bff🥺😭