A letter from Jan 18, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Months and Years had passed. You had experienced problems in the past few years. Also experienced and discovered new things that is for keeps. You met different people from those years. Some of them are in person and near you, and some are those from the virtual world. Some of them are nice, kind, and genuine. But also the rest of them are not that nice. You experienced stress, mental breakdowns, anxiety and lack of sleep. But I'm proud of you self, 'coz you're still fighting. Madaming luha nadin ang nabuhos mo para sa mga taong pinagkatiwalaan mo at minahal mo, but still betrayed you. You don't deserve them. You don't deserve someone na liar, cheater, manipulative and doesn't value your love and yourself. Dimo kailangan madaliin ang mga bagay bagay even love. DEAR SELF, DON'T RUSH THINGS. THE RIGHT GUY WILL COME AT THE RIGHT TIME, AND YOU JUST HAVE TO WAIT FOR THAT TIME♡ Dimo kailangan magpa impress para magustuhan, dimo kailangan ibuhos ang sarili mo para mag stay sayo yong tao coz no matter how hard the situation is and no matter how worst your atittude, if he truly loves you he will stay with you. So this time, just focus on your goal. * Focus on improving yourself * Discover new things * Focus on your goal, and always have the courage to pursue them * Give yourself a time to rest mentally and physically. I'm hoping that years from now, magkaroon na tayo ng improvement. More discoveries and growth on myself. Sana ay ma achieve mo yong DREAMS mo to help your family and yourself. Have faith in Him always. No matter how hard the situation you may encounter, just pray and surrender all your worries to him. Just Believe. WE WILL ACHIEVE OUR GOALS HA. AND PAGDUMATING NA YONG RIGHT TIME FOR RELATIONSHIP, PAHALAGAHAN. BUT ALSO CONSIDER TO BE WISE AND THINK TWICE. KASI AYOKO NG MAKITA KA ULIT NA MASAKTAN LIKE WHAT HAVE HAPPENED BEFORE. SANA SA PANAHON NA MABASA KO 'TO, MAGKAROON NA NG IMPROVEMENT HA. AND SANA MAS MAG MATURE NA SA PAGDECIDE. THANK YOU SELF FOR NOT GIVING UP DURING THOSE HARD TIMES. PLS REMAIN BRAVE AND STRONG PARA SA MGA PAPARATING PANG TAON. MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA♡♡