A letter from Jan 13, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I hope things are better for you than they are for me. I've been trying to accept myself and my flaws. I'm thinking of going into social work and go to college this fall. But I'm scared of losing mom and dad. And I'm scared to get back on my meds. But if I do. I'll feel better. I hope I make life better for you soon. I'm tired of fighting and the dead end jobs but they're all I'm good at. I miss how life used to be I wish it could go back to that so much. But until then. Good luck