re: college

I figured I'd send this to you/myself before I/you went off to college because most likely I will have a different email address for my college address and won't check this yahoo one anymore, and I really want myself/you to get this. :) So let's see. I'm fifteen. It's March 16th at 12:03 PM, in the afternoon. I've stayed home sick. I'm in Bologna Italy, just wanting to get out and get back to Minnesota and Livi. I want to see her and I want to see what will happen when I'm with her, if anything. My eighteen-year old self will probably have had lots of girlfriends, you :), but this, Livi, will be my first, maybe my first kiss depending on how it works out, and I want to really remember it.. so this email will help me remember when I'm older and maybe have forgotten the fine details. i'm in Italy and ninth grade, just a freshman trying to get through artistic high school here. We live on the sixth floor.. remember? The view out the window is beautiful although right now it's cloudy. My iPod is charging. I hope I have a nice new iMac by my senior year, something I've always lusted over, and maybe a leather jacket like the one in the window that I always looked at on the way back from school in the afternoons. Is my left ear pierced like I want it to be? And most importantly, WHAT COLLEGE DID I CHOOSE? Right now I really have no idea although maybe a dim impression.. something with a good fine arts/performing arts program, some place in a nice big city I've never been to befor (or NYC :) or someplace in Canada.. although I know the tuition would be double. What else is happening in my life.. I'm reading the new book I got for my birthday two days ago. Yesterday Marina and Val had a party that I was not allowed to attend. Today I was supposed to make up a physics test but hopefully i'll be allowed to do that tomorrow, seeing as how I will probably go in. I want this email to be important. I'll talk more about Livi, you probably want to know. We've been communicating through letters since last September, in August we both realized that last summer we had liked each other at the same time but I was too scared to tell her at the time, July 13th, and she didn't do anything because I was leaving the next day. Our letters are nice, she just recently sent me one saying that my visiting for a short time this summer shouldn't stop anything from happening if it does. And I want it to so much. I get nervous and sad and think maybe I won't know what to do, or what to say, and that maybe by then Livi will have stopped liking me. So maybe you.. will know all this and be happy that things did work out after all. And now maybe you have an amazing girlfriend, maybe from YPI or somewhere else. Who knows! Maybe even from Bay View. I did get accepted back in, I just am worried about my elective. but Mr Coutu still has the stagecraft classes. So I wouldn't worry about that. And to be a techie again- ! Anyway.. I hope this letter finds you happy and thriving, although probably a bit frenzied with senior-itis the way I know April is right about now, and Chalice. Good luck with everything, Love Lili