A letter from Jan 09, 2023

Dear FutureMe, you are now 16 or 17, not going to do that math. If you aren’t jacked or at least muscular I’m really disappointed in you and you have the potential to do way more than what you have done, remember everything that happens is completely and utterly your own fault and you need to always check on yourself make sure your up to standard. However if you are good, athletic, have friends, have a girlfriend, etc by now I’m proud of you and your living your dream. Do you ever think about Northern Artan anymore? I hope you still have some fun and don’t just say “I’m too old for that” like some stick in the *** douchebag. Your girlfriend better be hot or at least have an insanely good personality or else you need to know your worth. At this point I don’t know where you ended up because right after I sent this email this version of me is essentially dead, I’m sitting on our moms brown leather couch in the apartment in Rocky hill with a jar of water that’s 25% full with some little bits of ice that’s starting to melt from the fridge and a disorganized chess game that you use as a battlefield with our units corps and divisions. Our charger and AirPods are at our feet, our school laptop is charging inside our backpack so we don’t forget it on Monday tomorrow. It’s 1:20 AM and I told you all of this because I want you to be able to remember this moment perfectly. If you feel bad about some girl like Lydia all over again, remember that you bounce back I did although is still have her pictures on my phone an IPhone 13 pro max. My first or technically second if you include the one our mom gave us when we were 4 5 or 6. Lydia Michelle Rosario, what an experience, we learnt a lot from her our first love true love. I still wonder if she loved us too I know it’s probably yes I just wonder where we went wrong, I hope you take this serious and aren’t just laughing at us because I’m really putting everything here for us and I hope your have some privacy and space to really take this all in. How is the Minecraft world going if you still keep that up, good ol 60. Is battlefield 1 still online, Did dice and EA get their act together. The ice has almost completely melted at this point except for one little thing, the water tastes like cat piss now. It’s 1:27 now it was 1:26 when you saw the ice though. We’re still thinking about Lydia, About the picture. I want to write her name a few times. Lydia Michelle Rosario Lydia Michelle Rosario Lydia Michelle Rosario Lydia Michelle Rosario. What a dickhead honestly she was such a ***** to us now that I remember always being annoying, winning arguments just by being the most insistent, but we had our fun we as in me and technically you, us not Lydia **** Lydia, Say it “**** Lydia” Louder “**** Lydia” “**** LYDIA” Yeah it’s you and me us ourself. That’s not even a word we are the absolute best thing at all. And we are going to score even better than Lyd Kid or we already have.