A letter from Jan 07, 2023

Dear FutureMe, So it's 1.7.23...still here. In 2021, you were in a terrible car accident, and ever since you wish you would have died. After the car accident, everything went downhill. You lost people, a ****** job, health problems, and money. You were in a very ****** mental place. Kinda still are. But we've gotten used to it. 2021 completely broke you. You were no longer you. You sat in the darkest place you've ever been in for a very long time. You ended up losing yourself. 2022 wasn't super great either, but at least you started to get your **** together. You started your career in the medical field. You learned about cars. Ended up loving them and now you're a car person. Pretty neat. You also build your first project car but ended up sending it to an auction. Stupid mistake. But ya know, everything happened for a reason. Maybe our next project car is a 350z or any supra :) It is now 2023... we're 7 days in. You're 22. Still working overnights in the medical field. We like it. Now rooting for EMT certification and hopefully someday we can become a Paramedic. Your dating a pretty amazing guy. Things are going well. Just hoping to not push him away.. Anyways, we're back in the gym. Hopefully for good this time haha. Bestie is getting married soon so ya know, gotta get a little fit haha. We're also going to counseling for your PTSD. It's going great! It was a bit scary at first. EDMR really was. Things are a bit better though. Mom is probably getting a divorce. This might sound a bit ******, but a huge part of me really hopes that she does. It's been awhile since I've seen her happy. **** step parents bro. Most of them suck. They suck the happiness out of everyone. ******* slug lmfao. You have a few goals you want to accomplish in 2023... 1. Become an EMT 2. Travel as much as possible 3. To not feel guilty for doing the things that make you happy 4. Buy a house OR start the process of buying a house 5. Be happy with what you see in the mirror for once There's probably a few more but this is all I've got for now. Okie Byeee <3 P.S. Please stay a little longer..