A letter from Jan 03, 2023

Dear Future victor, ME, NOW: whats good pendejo right now I just dont feel myself i just feel ok mostly empty, just dealing with alot of stress and being really depress lately, you already know why, I just hope I can change, find a better job to help with mom and make her happy because she be really sad lately being away from her family and not seeing her kids and her grandkids in mexico, she really wants to go back. Am hoping to be successful to help her out. But am just being dumb spending money on dumb ****, stuff i want but now I staring to save my money i just want to see how it goes from here. I dont know what my dream is now i just want to become a boxer or something MY WORLD: My life i dont regret noting because my mom did soo much bringing us in the U.S and giving birth to us, but there so much she can do because she didnt come here legal, time are different now its harder now but easier now, mom a goat fr. i like my friend because i just feel happy around them and i can have fun but i just like keeping to myself too. I have 2 sister in with me right now the rest of my siblings are in mexico never met any of them beside taking on the phone never met my grandparents i wish i did. I had alot of pets birds cats dogs and ect, now we just have 2 cat, 2 dog, and 4 birds. I like watching show, movie or anything fun. WHAT I DO: Right now am working at a ghetto **** job, i **** with the people there, going to the gym and just having fun. PEOPLE IN MY LIFE: I love the people in my life they help me alot MY FUTURE: I just hope i get rich help out people in need and have fun and be rich **** fu kkk