A letter from Dec 30, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Happy 19th Birthday!!! I wonder how you're doing, it's currently the 30th December 2022 and 2023 is just around the corner. I'm scared for my mocks but I have to keep going, I bet you'll probably be telling yourself that it was stupid stressing over mocks like this as you've already done your A-levels right? I mean unless you've not ****** yourself by then lolol. I am waiting and yearning to be where you are right now, with all the stressful exams over. I have so many questions. How was the New York trip in Feb 2023? did we make loads of memories? did we finally get to meet MW? speaking of MW and friends, are you still friends with them? I hope so, because they are very special. How did our GCSE results day go? any tears? worse... did I get any 7s? :( but further down the line did it actually matter for uni applications or was that just a rumour? and since we're on the topic of unis, did we get into our dream uni? I really hope so, did u still want to go to UCL or some uni in America and study a law/finance degree? do u still wanna study law or finance? Onto A-levels, god I don't think I'm ready for that stage yet. in the end, what subjects did you actually go for? I'm currently planning on doing economic, biology, sociology or psychology and politics. At this point in time, you've already gotten your A-level results back too, how'd they go? knowing you, we were probably stressing like crazy lol. I really wanna take a gap year atm, did we actually go forward with that plan? is this the year you're gonna spend travelling to all sorts of nice countries and who are you going with? you're also 19 omg!!! have you gone clubbing yet? or gotten blackout drunk? DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND??? have u had done the deed yet? omg and yeah how was the year 11 and year 13 prom??? how many tears did you shed on the leavers assembly huh? embarrassing... imagine crying in front of people. Is year 8 still your favourite year in school or has it changed now? how's Sandy? and oh god Sonu is in year 9 now, she's currently in year 6 that is crazy... how is she? is she still the annoying brat she is? do you still have the same friends we currently do? or have they changed? so many questions but yet you're so far away although I'm sure my 19th bday will be here before I know it. I hope you're enjoying whatever you're doing today and make the most of it (oop Sandy just vomited on the carpet anyhowwwww...) I was just trolling random boys on wizz after I had just finished my business revision. I hope you're living your best life out of school and having loads of fun!!!!!!! once again Happy Birthday San xx!!! Love from your past self ;) (yes this is cringy sorry for cringing you... but no one else is gonna see this right? plus I was just feeling a bit lonely) LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU