A letter from Dec 29, 2022

Dear FutureMe, i’m so tired. are we clean? i hope we’re clean. cleaner than we are right now. if you can’t put yourself back in this place, i’ll explain it - lexi britz and klonopin. i get stoned to deal with being awake, but it makes me tired. la de da. i am a cold and tired human, and i don’t know if i can ever thaw out. maybe i pushed it too far, and i lost too much. i hope it’s nicer, and warmer where we are. i hope nobody is keeping us where we don’t want to be. and that we get enough sleep, on a comfortable bed. i hope we are safe, and happy, and warm, and that i can smile more. i love you. please be smarter than me. xoxo, connor