A letter from Dec 27, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I just realized that my heart already stollen from long time ago with the guy i've met before. For me that i don't know who with you now or things that happen now in your life, remembered! i am very very happy and grateful to know him as friend that change my life. he should don't know about this, but Allah did. His name has written from 7 years ago in my quran by an accident and i dont think that year by year i am motivated from that to memorize quran and fighting to be a good and smart girl. Even though we have lost contact and reallyyy i forgot his face, but he is still in my mind and heart who have best impression for me. And yeah, it's fate that we meet each other again!!! And his impression doesn't change. He really have good personality and grows better. I am grateful to see he happy and healthy. I know he never dated someone until today, but i also hope that he can keep his heart for the right person. I am too. It's been almost 3 years since we met again, and even though we rarely communicate, I am still have crush on him and pray that Allah always protect me from sinful love. If he is not my soul mate, may Allah immediately remove this great feeling and let my heart be pure only for the love that is blessed by Him. I wrote this letter for you to tell that this is true feeling. And i want to keep this as a good memory. And i am really so grateful for that.